review of posts

i'm halfway through reading past posts. haha. how naive i was back then. forming the clique, going for the many outings, falling in love, falling out of love, drifiting, attending chalets, celebrating birthdays etc etc.

i had come a long way. 2 years of poly have changed me dramatically from a schoolboy to ... maybe a really wise ... no, a troubled old man. haha.

as i read, memories flowed back. things that i thought i never would have done, but i did. things that i thought would never happen to me, but they did. perhaps the most ridiculous, yet sweet and sour moment was the time when i fell.

i'm not elaborating on that, shall look at other stuff. was very sorry that i drifted away from the clique last semester, and that was the only down time (at that time) that i've experienced. all i did was work, jog, mahjong, study, sleep and eat. many negative thoughts too. not suicidal though, just being negative. things weren't going the way i thought they should be, making my life pretty miserable at times.

scoring 3.4 for last sem was perhaps the only comfort i could get. being encouraged to go overseas for ITP was yet another consolation. soon before i knew it, it's time to fly for perth. received presents, and the most significant one being yours. then i flew, and valentine's day came, which made me happy. 19th birthday was celebrated there, and 9 weeks passed quickly. i had two of the happiest days in my life, and it was down into the dark zone all over again.

haha. nothing much to say now. haha.

And now I'm picking up the pieces,
WILL be spending all of these years,
Putting my heart back together.

Daughtry